09 February 2012

Pretty lady,
I truly believe there are currents in our beings that transmit these 'thoughts' one might have toward an individual or someone they are close to. Yesterday afternoon you popped in my head while I was laying on my back porch staring at the sky. I don't know why?
"What ever happened," I similarly thought to myself. Why are we as humans so anxious to feel appreciated and embraced, but just as easily swayed to question and doubt everything that feels natural and secure? I believe it's a new adaptation, one humans developed in the last 200 years, as our idea of 'socializing' and 'intimacy' have been reinvented with each passing decade. It's the devil and heaven all in one. Even with all of our simplicity and luxuries, life for a 21st century Homo sapien sapiens is a difficult road, particularly if one strives to be moral and just.
That being said, I don't know what happened. And I don't believe it can be known, or is worth discovering.
I really am humbled by your email and that you took the time to share your thoughts. Thank you, it truly puts me at peace. I've learned over the years that I tend to thrive on forming bonds, relationships; meeting new people and learning, sharing. I also know that my life has been quite an erratic and transient one, which makes it difficult to have a predisposition toward people and love. And though I've learned and acclimated myself to let go, it would be a lie to say I don't hold on. These things linger for a long time in me. And I honestly don't think I could have it any other way.
It would be wonderful if you would update on your life, wheabouts, etc. I tried to pull you up on facebook but see we are no longer friends. I shall request it.
be well, stay gorgeous and please stay in touch
yours
Mitchell Robert Robinson

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