27 August 2009
Summerslam
Big event this
Sunday. The Hitman
in the cage. I'll
see you Saturday
on Superstars.
Hall of Famer,
Gorilla Monsoon
I pay in change
when dogs seem asleep
the cats hoarse and purring
your tongue has to be saturated
cloaked, carpeted
The zest was lost after the
great war, that seeming
separation
Now its for the MEEK
the trident thieves
I pay in change.
Odelay,
Rice Ferguson
18 August 2009
the past, recycled
getting along so well without me.
an overwhelming,encompassing, consuming wrath
of emotion, of time lost, of kisses wasted.
my only fault was loving her too much, worshiping
the presence I assumed she carried.
each month, assuredly, blindly hoping it would ease.
the empty stomach would gradually begin to fill.
each night, I would awake, with a mind absent of images
of her.
I can still sense her hair, smell her on my hands, feel
the warmth of her hips.
and this too shall pass, every week, says the sermon.
our time is transient, says Emerson,
just another circle.
I can’t keep crying for her, can’t keep wishing she
possessed more empathy.
it’s tragic the time wasted. it’s unhealthy the insomnia
transgressed.
it's unfortunate, my inability to forget.
14 August 2009
epistolary 1
I found max and
the trunk. seems a bit
lite for the surcharg’.
lay me a five on 9 and
12. I’m betting on the
muse.
hoofs hoping,
Harold H
Aunt Aida,
rear view mirr’
knock’d bent, sames saz
lasttime. thirty’ll do it.
yer boy,
Ingram
Dear Lidia,
I open in telling you,
sumptuous, and nothing short
of it, is all I may conjecture,
or recall, of last eve’s rumba.
Delectably Yours,
Sebastian Kindly
Chair,
Ma ain’t the same,
the bouts, the lil’ debbies.
Freddi Lees makin the river
route.
holding the storms,
Sands
Genevieve,
Can’t say we’ll make it this season.
Factory’s only offering so many hours.
Give the little ones our love.
In Spirit and Love,
Aunt Josephine
Sorry pawpaw, but I
couldn’t let’em
jus talk bout Mimi
‘n her claw foot. See
you in five to ten.
Eustice
Pa, Ma
It’s overwhelming me and I must move. I promise to
write, though I can’t yet picture where abouts I’ll be come
Crismas. Suns a peakin’ and my postaponings run up.
Give jello and sissy my love.
Ponygirl
white lace
Embrace it my
love.
now irrespective of your past outpourings,
your once-resolute intentions.
Immerse yourself in your coming
wanton days,
your true ecclesiastical existence has arrived.
Swiftly so it blossomed
this loft assumption
of commitment.
never “imagining you would be where you are right now:
about to marry the man you can’t wait to spend the rest of your life with…”
It’s hard for me to ‘imagine’,
or any of us who knew you then.
When your joy
Spread like fire
your complacency
Like hemlock.
“stir up some passion
with Uncle Ben’s…”
cause all that’s left is somber Sundays,
and bowls of spicy rice,
to compliment movie night.
maybe the wine
tastes sweeter,
or so we hope.
It’s all we got,
to bestow our blessings
and
hope.
hope you can hold on
and keep from
remembering
what made you,
from
shattering
the horizon he’s painted.
maybe he never started,
but I know he smells
like the locker room,
the chapter room.
But I hope you haven’t lost your scent,
your gaze;
I pray it’s not
dead.
But don’t kill yourself
trying;
know the smiles fade,
running with mascara
through culverts of summer
storms,
and the dew of the rising red.
we can’t govern the tides,
tame the whippoorwill.
everyone’s ship sails
and I know you’ll never
reach new lands
without consenting to lose sight of the shore for a long time.
safe travels,
I’ll be checking the mail.
forever yours,
Rice Ferguson
13 August 2009
life as sacrifice
from Doctor Zhivago, by Boris Pasternak